Well lets see its just after 1:30 in the morning, and here I am preparing my first ever "BLOG".
And well so far it feels like a bad first date. I have a million and one things to rant, rave, and warn people about and i think i need a tall hard drink to get my "creative juices" flowing. BUT i cant go that road, so i guess i just need to buckle down and type. sorry if it doesn't flow, and i apologize in advance for all spelling and grammatical errors i may make. Its a fact that spell check ruined whatever English skills i had before middle school and well after that i just started to tell my mom "it doesn't matter! the content makes up for it!", so suck it up i am trying here!
SO what is my blog about! no i am not famous. no I'm not rich. And no i don't think i really know anyone who fits either category. so why should you read it? and what is there to write about?
Well i may not be famous but i have had a rather interesting life up to date, or so I've been told. Most recently I've been sick for the last year with a mystery illness. WHOA! mystery illness, sweet right? no not really. I'm not dyeing, but i cant work. I'm stuck in limbo. Or better known as a poor, sober, pissed off, sex deprived, utterly abysmally depressive, boring HELL. Its a stomach problem, they cant find apparently. my mom says its from the Accutane i use to take when i was a teen. but either way it sucks, at least if god wanted to screw me around with my stomach and eating habits, the least he could do is make me super model skinny with all the pain I'm in !!
So i plan to kind of use this blog as my diary of shitty days, and tests to come. However that's just the tip of the iceberg. i may be sickly, but I'm not dead. I'm also being a bad girl, dating one of my X's friends. there's a long story there and i swear I'm not THAT kind of bad. So lets see I've got mystery illness, Odd sex life, oh and my Family. HA HA WELL! that could be a blog of its own on a good day, but for now they are just a side attraction to my show i guess. My parents have been HAPPILY married for 25 years now. No we are not churchy people, they do not drink (like EVER! UGH! he he), and they don't touch drugs. And they still love each other and love spending lots of time together. Between them and my 17 year old little sister, its a loud scrappy house full of mouthy witty bitch's.
Between food fights, rolling quads on gravel roads, bitch fights, and BAD bad break ups i think this could be fun so stick around ill be back to fill you in!
